KS Solutions Fixing the broken Trust - RPLOG

Participants

• Aiushtha
• Danielle

Date

24/3/2013

Log

In the workshop area of the Comm Center, Miranai continues to work on a prototype, "Humm.. it is still too powerful.. I could lower the output 20%.. but then it would be weaker then the one I use now.. humm." She says. Her latex head squeeks as she looks around, used to the sounds now, though she still wonders how her body could even still function. She sighs and runs another check over the unusual rifle. "Maybe.. no.. what other power source could it use?" She asks no one in particular.

Daniel flies into the Comm Center with his usual sleepy expression, which quickly changes to surprise as he sees Miranai. He hides, damn it what was she doing in here?! ... Oh right, this is her workplace, dumb question. Still, he needed to check his own servers to make sure they were up and running, and it's not like he could just fly up and ask her, not after what happened a couple days ago! He creeps around the room, trying to stay out of her line of sight, which thankfully isn't hard due to his small fairy body. "Alright... where are my servers..." He whispers to himself.

Miranai blinks a few times as her wetware gives an odd buzzing to her, "Unidentifed signal?" She pings it a few times, eventually getting back who's signal it was. Her eyes go wide as she starts a paniced looking around of the comm room. Unable to find the small fae, she does the only other thing she can think of, "Neo, lockdown, confirm signal Miranai." From the comm room a few beeps can be heard as the doors lock and heavy metel shutters fall in place on the bay doors as well as the main entrance, "M.. maybe.. h.. he didn't get in yet.." she says to herself, still looking around.

Daniel continues searching, spasming violently as the shutters come crashing down, god that scared the hell out of him! Oh boy... shutters... that was not a good sign. How on earth did she discover him, he was making sure to cover up all his tracks and... his wifi signal! "Gah... stupid stupid stupid..." He silently curses himself, looking around, trying to make sure he continues to stay out of the taur's field of vision. He didn't care about his servers at this point, he was just hoping he could escape this place in one piece now!

Miranai stops looking around, she would never find him that way, he was too small, he could be right behind her and she not know it. At that she turns sharply, the constant sounds of her sqeeking would easily let Dan know where she was. "Ok... ok.. think calmly... umm... h. he is.. mechanoid..r.. right? I.. I could... umm.. well..." and she gets to work on the address she was given from the pings she did earlier. "Firewall... humm.." She gets to work on it, first brute force attempts, then known backdoors, next using automated, repeated rootkits against it. "I..r..really shouldn't... b.. but.." and she quivers, still looking about for him though not actively searching for now.

Daniel felt something odd going on in his head, he couldn't quite place what it was though. He shakes his head, hoping the feeling would go away, it was probably just tension... he needs to get himself together. After a few deep breaths, he makes a break for one of the shutters, trying to see if there was any space he'd be able to squeeze under it, or that his own impressive robotic strength could pry it open. ... No luck.

Miranai eventually gets in, "O.. ok, I.. I know you have.. to.. to be in here.. s.. somewere Dan.. umm.. come.. come out.. or.. or.. umm.. or.. else..." she says still panicy. Even with access she doesn't want to really face him. She is still terrified, even though she was there to see him be cleansed and rationally knew he was safe. To be safe herself though, she quickly routes a linkup to her wetware and makes a full back up of Dan's current computer image.

Oh lord, now she was threatening him. She knew he was here, she had dangerous weapons, and she really didn't like him... Daniel was honestly starting to panic a bit himself. Alright, maybe... JUST maybe if he gives himself up, maybe she'll hear him out. He holds his hands up and to the sides of his head, showing that he meant her no harm, and flew out from behind his cover. "I'm over here... just... give me a chance to explain myself before you hurt me alright?" Oh man he hopes this works...

Yipping loudly, Mira looks over to Dan, "Just.. stay there.. stay there.." she says backing a few squeeky steps back, "Just.. don't move.." She looks as if she is about to go into a full panic though she tries to stave it back. She starts working in Dan's head, first searching out everything she could from him, everything. Then, she hard stops his moter controls. Knowing that he can't move, she relaxes a bit, "O.. ok.. I.. I'll listen..." still unsure about the doctor.

With his motor controls locked up, Daniel falls to the ground like a brick of lead, slumped pitiously like a doll tossed aside. 'Well... provided you just locked down every manual muscle in my body...' a voice from inside Miranai's voice said, 'I can't really talk through conventional means... hope you don't mind telepathy.'

Miranai listens and hears a voice in her head and yips, "What!? Ok.. ok.." And she unlocks Dan's mechanics "Ok.. just.. d.. don't move." She feels a bit heartened that she can do this to Dan, stop him cold in his tracks. "Just.. just umm.. please.." She stammers, shakes, and doesn't seem to be at all well with things as they stand, "I.. trusted.. you.. umm.. and.. well.. umm.. I think you... umm.." she shakes her squeektoy of a head trying to form words around a mind filling with paniced imagrey.

Daniel groans as he stands back up, brushing himself off and stretching a bit. He holds his hands up and seemingly pats the air, as if to tell the taur that was the only movements he was going to be making before he sat down on the ground in front of her. "... You feel I betrayed you, correct? Well believe me, it wasn't my intent to do that... I honestly did it for Virginia. I was supposed to take care of her, and when she fell into a complete demoness, I was so full of grief that I'd decided that I should banish myself to that life as well as punishment." He sighs a bit, reclining on the floor and looking up at the paniced and squeaky taur.

Looking down at him, Mira nods a few times, "But.. why? After.. after what you knew... what did you do while.. .. while a.. a demon.. and.. what happens... if it happens again?" She seems to calm slightly as she reads Danielle's files and the automation of him "What.. did you think... being a.. an.. incubus would.. would do for you?" She asks again. Maybe... she could for Dan to understand a bit more? She could pipe into his computer what she was thinking directly into him, but, would that be ok? She decides to do so anyway, if nothing else to get an outlet for it. Dan would see what she had experienced, being a bound sex slave to a feral mistress, used day in and day out. Forced into verious acts that she would never do just on her own. The worst part that he would see, is the smile on her face, as she looks to her mistress holding a mysterious remote. Along with it, she sent a copy of her biological readings. Hormones though the roof, near what would be expected to be her physical tolerance without dying from them, as well as a surge of verious 'feel good' nero-transmitters. She would have been flying on cloud nine all the while, however, the next recorded memory would be of her trembling at night, crying, still covered in the 'work' of the day. Her physiology restored to normal, she knew of the horriors that had befallen her the day prior, and knew them to be horrible now, only able to relize it when that remote was turned off.

Daniel punches the ground, his strength leaving a decently sized crater in the floor, then clutches his head. "Gah! Stop it god damn it, I don't need any more of a reason to pity you!" He claws furiously at his head, drawing his bloody oil mixture from various wounds, trying so hard to get the visions to go away. "I didn't do anything as a demon... I was just... obedient. I was like Tiya, loyal to Virginia, always trying my hardest to make her happy... but I didn't have that strong lusty pull like she did. I don't think I was that far gone... otherwise I would have just thrown myself on you." The mixture was diluting with tears as it streamed from his head down to his face, his clawing growing weaker as he just clutched his head and sobbed. "I never meant to hurt you, I just... I just didn't know what to do... right there it felt like I deserved that life, I wasn't thinking..." The guilt was hitting him hard, he never even thought of his other friends with that decision.

By the time Danielle would look back up to her, Mira would be holding against herself sobbing. "Please... please don't.. please..." Her mind locked back into that place, eyes wide and pupils dilated. "Please.... no." She collapses down upon her tauric belly. "Please no more.." The link between the two closes as she stops working on maintaining it. She shakes her head trying to get back to reality, kowning what she is feeling and seeing isn't real, but she can't "No......." Dan's words do reach her, and she hears them, but she can't pull herself out of her nightmare.

Daniel fights through his own guilt, putting aside all self preservation and standing up. "No damn it, stop crying! You're here now, you're not with the horrible people anymore. She can't touch you anymore, I'd sooner die than let her do something to you again!" The fairy wanted to believe this, he really did, but let's face it what could he do? He couldn't snap her out of her trance, he couldn't protect her no matter how hard he tried, hell he even ended up hurting his friend here.

Aiushtha sniffles and looks throught the fog, hearing the words, trying to force a calm, but there is no way she can. "Please... D.. Dan..." Seems she is still partly present there. "You.. didn't do any.....oh no.. please no." She shakes her head a few more times, gasping for air. Maybe if she were in the same state she was in before she'd be able to handle it, the link wouldn't be hard to use again, seeing how it was still open, but not active. "I'm so.. sorry.. please no.. no more."

Daniel grimaces slightly, she was still there but locked out of everything due to her volatile emotional state. ... Maybe. He accesses the link she'd made with him, yes, still inactive! Maybe if he digs around, bypasses some firewalls... and worms his way into her wetware. He was banking on this, but he thinks he might just have it. A little boost of endorphines, some psycho-venting... his fingers were crossed.

Sniffling more and more, Miranai does start to calm, Dan eventually working into the control levels that allow to change her hormones, and other biology. "Dan... what.. what did you do? When.. when you were like that." She is still trembling, but the changes in her head keep her from trancing out again. "Please... I.. I only know what Miss Shirai and.. Spade told me, but.. what did you do?" she asks needing to know if Dan had done anything like what she had had done to her. "Please, don't.. don't hold back, just tell me please."

Daniel takes a seat back on the ground now that his friend seemed much calmer, taking a deep breath himself and listening to her request. "To be honest, I wasn't that bad. I mostly just teased here and there with a more open sexuality rather than hiding it like I do now. There was also the time I gave Tiya an erotic massage and let her knock me up, but that was more of a loving thing rather than trying to sate my own lusts." He rubs the back of his neck. "I almost took someone's soul once though... but I managed to stop myself before I got that bad. I'd resisted the urges Virginia and Meniatz would send me after that, my morals would bleed through thankfully."

Listens as sniffles some more, "R.. really? Not.. as.. as bad.." She tries to stave off the flashbacks, becoming more and more easy as her mind is effected by Dan's tampering. "You.. resisted?" She says, trying to calm, and riding the wave of endorphines more toward calm. "Dan... you.." All she heard was rumor, but it was enough to make her freak out about him, but, now, now she heard elsewise. She reads the connection status, back hacking, she'd left that port open. She thinks about how stupid she was to do that.. but.. Dan hadn't done anything but calm her down.. "Dan.. c.. could you please.. umm.. get out of my head... I.. I know you are trying to help.. but.. umm.." She seems very uncomfortable, but gradually gets back up to her paws.

Daniel nods, "I understand, having another person root around in your head is pretty weird. Believe me, it was weird as hell when you did it to me." He chuckles a bit, severing the connection between the two while keeping it open still. "Yeah, I managed to resist. It wasn't easy, having new... powerful instincts tugging me in forty different directions. I felt like I would snap and give in completely, but everytime I felt I would just let go, I managed to find a burst of strength to keep me going. To this day, I still don't know what it was... but I'm happy it was there."

Miranai nods and whines softly, "I.. didn't know you.. resisted.." she says. With the line broken her physiology starts to return to normal. She fights off the images still shaking with her past terrors, "You... didn't do anything though.. nothing.... bad..?" she asks very slowly, trying to calm her out of countrol mind. "Nothing to.. cause anyone pain?" she asks in a different way. The more she talked the easier it was for her to calm, misplaced fears gradually, slowly, giving way to new light.

Daniel shakes his head again, "Never. I would always try to make other people happy, not try to hurt them. Any kind of pleasure they would want, I'd do my best to give it to them, even if my own well being got in the way." He chuckles a bit, "I was kinda like you, only I didn't argue with my life, I just accepted it. But now... looking back on it, I'm glad I changed. Stuck forever as a happy-go-lucky pleasure dispenser... that just ain't me. I'm a doctor damn it!" He playfully pounds his fist into his hand, and starts chuckling for a while.

Gasping still she takes a tenitive step toward the tiny doctor, "Did...didn't hurt anyone..." And takes a step back... she shakes her head and holds it for a while, growning loudly, "It hurts...." the conflicting images swim in her mind. He was an incubus, but didn't hurt anyone? He was a doctor, who was the very embodiment of pain and suffering though sex? Was. The key word in both thoughts. "It.... hurts..." she says again, looking up to Dan. "I.. I.. never wanted that... what.. what Mistress Karyn had done to me... I.. I didn't have a choice...." she says. He wasn't some monster who'd used her, in fact, given the chance, he'd done nothing but comforted her. "Make.. make it stop please.... please doctor.. make it stop.." she says rubbing her head it squeeking all the while.

Tears were starting to form in Daniel's eyes again, and with a sigh, he stands back up, shifting into his much larger human form. He was taking a gamble here, but he takes a few steps forward and hugs the taur. Despite the still clear size difference, this doesn't stop him at all, actually attempting to reach up and pet her ears. He knew that was a nice spot to pet regular animals, maybe it worked on the various nanite induced animal people too? He could only hope, he didn't want to scare her any more.

Miranai looks to start to run away, but hold firm where she is, panic swells in her, and prances where she stands, one moment ready to flee in terror, the next determained to stand where she is. Once Dan has his arms round her, she yips and cries out, till his hands rub on her ears. Still gasping in fear, she at least stops shaking, actually sitting down on her haunches. Her own tears drop upon the larger docter as she gasps for breath. A soft murr can be heard from her the more Dan rubs on her ears, the more she calms. "Doctor....." is all she manages to say.

Daniel continues to hug the much larger taur, his own tears still flowing. "I'm just... so sorry..." He manages to reply, still rubbing those ears. This continues for a bit until he can finally calm himself, then lets go of her and backs away. "I... I apologize. I didn't mean to intrude on your personal space, I just... I just felt I needed to do that." He takes a deep breath, and lets out out in a slow, shuddering sigh. "You just have... no idea how sorry I am."

By the time Dan is done, Mira has relaxed down enough to at least shut off her breathing. Her body now processing oxygen from what breath she has in her lungs, except for the tears, there is little indication she was still fighting against the horriors of the past. 'You didn't hurt me, you didn't do anything. I can't stop that reaction, it is too much. I need someone to help me with it, to make it just stop and go away. What Karyn did to me was about a year ago, and I still have nightmares, still react that way to anything that brings up the past.' She says over the comm, letting her nanites use the breath she has to keep her oxygen supply up. 'You didn't do anything to me, and I'm sorry that all this happened, I'm sorry that I pulled a weapon on you. Just' The message cuts off for a while, 'Just need help.' She finally finishes.

Daniel nods in an understanding way, "Of course. No one should deal with what you have by themselves. I'd be happy to try and help you through it, help you cope with the past, but you need to be comfortable enough around me, otherwise we'd make no progress. Do you think you'd be able to work along with me?" He holds her hand slightly, a small smile on his face, hopeful that she'd warmed up to him a little more.

Still crying Miranai looks into Dan's eyes. She can't stop the feelings, the images, but, she nods. A slow nod. Her body jerks a bit as she tries to gasp, without having the ability to breath. She nods again, and pulls Dan into her leaning on him, pulling most of her weight into him. She nods a few more times, causing her to nuzzle against him. 'Make it stop.' She messages over to him after holding there for a while.

Daniel is very thankful for his augmented strength, otherwise he'd probably have a very large taur lying on him right now. He managed to hold her up, a shakey grin on his face, pulling her into another hug. "I will Mira, I won't let you down again." He smiles, still hugged against her, prepared to let her go when she wants to pull away.

Miranai stays held there, not wanting to be alone at all while her mind rides out the pain. She can't help but have her breath turned back on as she whines in Dan's embrase, "M.. make.. make it stop... Dan... doctor.. you can right?" she practically begs. She holds on to Dan tighter, likely squshing him between her mounds by this point, "You cah... right." She isn't withdrawing at least, but she seems to still be stuck with her mind flying, realing from what had happened.

Daniel did indeed sink between the taur's breaths, letting out a few muffled sounds of protest before giving up and resorting to the telecomm tactic Miranai was using. 'Yes Mira, I can fix this, it will take some time though. It will go away, but not over night, but I promise you it will start to fade after a few days.' At least he didn't have to breathe himself, having that rebreather in him and all, he could stay here and snuggle the taur as much as she needed him to. 'If you ever need a friend to come to, feel free to come to me, it doesn't even need to be a scheduled appointment, I'm always happy to help out those in need, it's why I became a doctor.'

It takes her a moment, but eventually Mira relises that she lost Daniel somewhere, and feels where. She releases him and lets him work his way back out. "I'm... I'm sorry." she says, sitting back down. She takes a few deep breaths to try and help the last bits of herself calm, "What... what do I do first.. what should I do?" she asks, hopeful to be rid of this once and for all. The only thing she wanted from her time with Karyn was the kits she'd had, and nothing more.

Daniel continues to hug the taur, despite her offering to let him out. If this was comforting her, he wouldn't mind at all. 'It's fine, I can stay here if it help you cope. Now, the first thing you're going to want to do is talk about it. Take it slow, don't push yourself into another moment, just say what you're comfortable saying, pause, and then continue when you calm down some. If all else fails, I can muddle around in your head again to try and calm you."

Miranai nods and at least tries to get Dan out of her cleavage before continuing, "W.. well .. you.. you saw.. umm... I.. it was.. l.. like that every day.... every day." She sniffles a bit, "And... no matter how much I pleaded, how much I begged, shi wouldn't let me stop. She bring in the next client if they had paid enough to have me alone... or.. group if the... the clients had to buy in together.. then.. she'd use m.. m... .my remote.. to.. make... make me unable...or.. unwilling to resist." She feels that panic starting to pool up again. "Unwilling... and loving it.... as.. as they would do thing with me...t .. to me... and... I'd ..... love every moment while it.. was happening... then.... s.. shi'd bring in the next.. next group." She lays down on her belly again, holding herself as best she can with her breasts as big as they are, hands unable to reach much past her nipples, so she holds herself around the belly, under the bust.

Daniel does make his way from between her breasts, since she didn't seem comfortable with him there. He listens to her tale, and it only seemed to be more things that he'd already known, namely how terrible her old mistress was. "Geez... I just can't get over the fact how low humanity has fallen. It sickens me... slavery all over again." He grimaces and shakes his head, taking a seat in front of the taur and petting her ears again, trying to offer some comfort.

Miranai murrs as her ears are touched, holding back the normal poisons that came with them. "Yes.. right there, right.. ahhh..." it was like everything in her just relaxed when her ears were touched, another thing she couldn't help, but this one she didn't mind, she actually liked. "I... I got taken.. in.. in every way... imaginable... bound, gagged, up...upside..down...I... I can still f..feel..feel the burning in.. in my tailhole.. it..it.." and she cries there, falling over upon her flank and trying to curl up, "Couldn't... e.. even bathe..." she cringes and twitches laying there. "Make ... make it stop..." The comfort from her rubbing keeps her from withdrawing completely.

"Shh... it's okay..." The boy continued to pet the taur's ears, trying his best to calm her down, silencing her and keeping her from reliving anything else for now. When she seemed stable again, he smiles, still petting her a bit. "Alright alright... enough about that... why not tell me about what you were like before P-day? It should help get your mind off of what happened, at least for a little bit."

Sniffles and gasps, trying to push things out of her mind again when Dan asks about before the end of the world as we knew it. "B.. before.. I.. I don't.. r.. remember.. just... just waking up.. in.. in my sister's hut.. in New Dawn. I... I.. was... was a researcher for.. for Zypher.. but.. something happened.." She tightens in on herself, slowly becoming a latex ball. "I.. I was working on a.. a project.. in... involving.. something..I have a... card saying I was R