Reconnecting from Trauma - RPLOG
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4/8/2015
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Sasha couldn't believe what she'd heard from Zach last time he showed up with parts for the Maison. Down right couldn't believe it. She had the fortune, or misfortune, to have been talking to Thelergramor when the fox taur showed up with the news. She knew Miranai was out of commission, that something happened and shi was shunning the adult world for one of hir fantisies, but after hearing what had happened to Blanche, to Ava, and to Alkain, that was a bit too much.
It wouldn't have been hard for the currently hyena to follow the winged jackle as she sloshingly made her way through the network of choppers to get to Glenstock and into the SB's HQ. It was there, she stopped and barged in. Still sloshing, she looks around, "Ok, where is Blanche and my mother?" She asks, not even checking if she were followed.
In the room amongst the beds is one in particular that seems to have a large lump in it. Under it would be found Blanche, her facial fur matted where he tears have flowed as she lays there motionless. She hasn't taken care of herself at all, she stays hungry thirsty and unkempt from her encounter with Mira.
Thelergramor did of course follow after Sasha, for multiple poorly thought out reasons amounting to Vulpine Curiosity, having nothing better to do, boredom and some amount of concern. Of course getting this far unnoticed would have been -really- difficult, what with the choppers and such, but 'requisitioning' some pilot's helmets helped him blend well enough... The hyena follows Sasha from a small distance, back, quietly observing as she forces a door open... Starts approaching after that, rifle in hand.
Looking back a moment, she notices Thelergramor following her in, rolls her eyes and shakes her head, "Put that thing down, this is my mother and grandmother's home." She says, looking around. She looks around for a bit, questioning various others. It seems they are mostly her brothers, sisters, and other relations, until one of them tells her Blanche's hiding place.
Sasha wastes no time heading up there and seeking the Husky out. "Hey, Blanche! I know you are in here, come on out." She shouts out, looking to see if Thelergramor was still following her.
Blanche doesn't stir from where shes at. She stays hidden underneath the covers. Shes Awake but pays no mind to her surroundings. The voice of Sasha, however jostles her stupor slightly, her ear flicking as she wonders if she should make herself known. In the meantime, she lays in bed lays in bed lethargic.
Thelergramor continues to follow her, smirking a bit. He slings his rifle over his back, continues on inside, hands in his pockets as he follows Sasha about. "Huh... Nice place." He may or may not be sarcastic, hard to tell with his tone. He stays mostly quiet as the siblings are questioned, just following after her as she does her thing.
Sasha growls a bit, looking over to Thelergramor, "Come on, going to have to do this the hard way it seems." She says. There were of course many beds full, but only one that had someone actually hiding under the covers. The jackel walks over to it and pulls, unknowing if Blanche would stop holding them over her or not, "Come on out Blanche, it is talky time. And maybe if you are good, it will be walky time after." She jokes.
Blanche whences as light enters her eyes for longer than she cares to remember. She doesn't resist or try keeping herself hidden and answers in a morose tone to Sashas intrusion as she lifts her head slowly to look at her. "Hey..." She says simply, unsure of what else she could say or even if she actually cared to elaborate. Sasha's presence does however encourage her, even if it isn't obvious from the start.
Thelergramor is still a bit lost, but, has clear orders! Those being: Come on. All he needs as he steps up bext to Sasha, still as cold as ever. If not in personality, in physical temperature: Icy hyena. "Hello." Thel adds to Blanche as she's awakened.
Sasha looks Blanche over a moment, rolls her eyes, then takes a seat, "You look like the trolls got a hold of you for a while. Care to talk about it a moment?" She asks. Then looks to Thelergramor, "Hey, could you do me a big favor, two doors down on the right should be a closet with some towels and a brush, could you bring them here?" She asks as she looks Blanche over a bit longer.
Blanche frowns to Sasha as she replies. "Whats there to talk about... Zack said theres something wrong with Mira. I wanted to make sure shes ok. I could't stop myself from getting fucked. Turns out, I'm a slut." She lays her head down, she looks about to cry but tears don't come. She sighs pitifully as she tries to lock away the memory, but as far as she guesses, Sasha is going to want details.
Thelergramor nods, says "Yup." Then follows the simple instructions given, heading two doors down and into the closet. He opens the door, looks over the contents, ear flicking as he peers at the things... Grabs the towels and brush. "What're these for?" He calls back picking them up and shutting the closet and walking back with an amused smile. Likes to be useful! But, feels his rut starting, tries to ignore it for now... Not too bad, just tenting his pants a bit.
Sasha looks over Blanche a moment, before she can't help laughing a moment, "You, a slut around mom. I'd give you a million cred if you could name me ten people who, when mom's in the right mood, aren't sluts around her. Or absolute horn dogs." She looks to Thelergramor as he brings back the brush and towel, noticing the smell, "Now, keep that in your pants." She says, "Or I'll help you by cutting it off." With that she turns back to Blanche, "Now, let's dry you off." She says, gently dabbing and rubbing over Blanche for a moment, starting to work the brush through her, "And you tell Thele and I what happened." She says, "When did you last eat?"
Blanche her expression doesn't change much. "I just wanted to help..... I tried saying no, but I couldn't. I didn't want sex. But I couldn't stop..." As Sasha wipes her down and brushes her fur she sighs again. "I don't know... I stopped caring." Despite herself, she was liking the grooming she was getting, but it wasn't doing much to her overall mood.
Thelergramor winces in mock pain at the thought, snickering and shaking his head after. "Yeah... I'll keep it in my pants." Shifts his pants over, trying to hide his arousal, then pockets his hands in failure. "Might be a good idea to eat something..." Starts checking through his pockets for food... "...Ate my last potato on the way here, damn."
Sasha shakes her head, "Didn't want sex, but shi just smelled too good. Soon your pussies were drooling, head swimming, yeah, I get it." She says, "Mom can do that, and usually doesn't do that unless those around her are ok with it, but shi's... in a bad space right now. Seems Fate, one of hir sisters needed help with her rut. Mom's help was, of course, getting Fate to impregnant hir, as many times as it took. To try and help coax things along, shi of course used that Ixchel thing." She shudders a bit, "However, Fate was pissed, taking it as mom forcing her. Yelled out hir pretty good and harsh. All over a misunderstanding. Mom doesn't do well with that kind of stress." She explains, looking to Thelergramor, "She might not even be hungry, but if you are, you need to eat something." She says to Blanche, never stopping in brushing out her fur, or drying her off, even her twin spades if they needed it.
Blanche listens to Sasha, with the new information she thinks it over a bit. Looking at Sasha she asks, "Well.... I'm probably hungry. Whats the point though...? I'm just good for being fucked, right? This world doesn't need more of that..." After a moment, she finally asks, "Who is Fate?"
Thelergramor shakes his head as his rut gets worse, Sasha's comments on pussies not helping. "...Yeah... I could see how that could happen..." Sniffs a bit, rubs his nose and puts a hand on his gun, strokes it's barrel to take his mind off of stroking other things. Just quietly fondles his gun, maybe lets his gaze linger a bit on Blanche and Sasha before forcing himself to look away, taking a single deep breath to calm himself. "...Fucking rut." He mutters to himself. Takes a few steps away from the other two. He grumbles something, seeming to disagree with Blanche's opinion of herself, despite not actually knowing her...
Sahsa growls a bit and slaps at Blanche, though connecting or not, doesn't matter. Blushing deeply she works her business coat and undershirt up, the bulge at her belly actually a very swollen udder, "Come on, you've drank before, and you know I'm almost always too full anyway, but anymore talk of just being good for fucking and I'll drop you in the streets of Fairhaven myself. Where did grandma find you? Wasn't it after taking care of yourself for a while out and about? If so you are worth a lot more than just getting fucked. Not bad to talk to too. Now, mom's in a very bad space right now, so don't go judging yourself based on hir actions right now." She ssays, watching Thelergramor, "Got anything to add?" She asks, waiting for Blanche to take a teat.
Blanche holds the part of her face that Sasha slapped. She stares at her, hurt. It looks like shes about to cry again but she stops herself with a sigh. Without anything to say, she leans in close and starts to suck from Sashas teat. She is gentle at first but as she tastes Sashas milk she picks up her pace. Looks at The hyena for the first time before returning her gaze to Sasha as she looks up at her while she feeds.
"Add? I'm not one for inspiration..." Thel eyes the teats, licks his lips as his rut grows worse. He stifles a groan, rubs his muzzle. "But... Get a job, don't lie around and get bred all day. Doesn't contribute to society. Or what's left of it, pointless as it may seem." Thel just told a husky to get a job, his day is going well. Turns away from the feeding, though he does look back over his shoulder several times. Continues to fondle his rifle, biting his lip a bit...
Sasha bites her lip, surpressing her own pleasure from being suckled on, "Hey Thele... down stairs is the dinning room, could you... get something from there? Should be a ... sandwich or two..." She says, petting on Blanche, "Now... don't usually do this... but... you need it. You... are for much more than breeding, you have your mind intact. Use it. Enjoy ... the sex if you want, but you are more... mom.. is more too.." She says, waiting for Telergramor to go and return. "I'll try talking to... mother.. you should too.. I'll help." She says.
Blanche is stricken with a sudden fear at the mention of seeing Mira again. She doesn't say it as she suckles but it's clear from the timing of her expression that she does not want to see her. The fear urges her to suckle more urgently from Sasha as if suddenly this is the only think keeping her from going back to her. Staring as she nurses, she shakes her gently not wanting to detach but wanting to make it clear that she has no intention see her again.
Thelergramor lets out a breath, seemingly relieved to get awway from this for a moment. "Yeah, I'll see if I can find it." He walks off towards downstairs and the dining room, stopping once he's out of sight to rearrange his manhood, pulling his hand back from it and fighting the urge to relieve the pressure. Groans as he sets about looking for the dining room and the sandwiches he's after.
Sasha groans and moans slightly from the increased pressure, but gently pats on Blanche, "Thanks Thele," she says before turning her attention to the husky again, "now... you can hunt, right? You can go out there and take down small pray... you know... mother usually goes hunting too... saw her bring down a deer... and... not even cooking it eat quite a b.. bit of it." She says, gently urging Blanche to stop now. "C.. come on, that is plenty for a bit." She was needing to calm back down herself.
Blanche detaches from Sasha and whines to her. "I don't want to see her. I don't want to lose control again. I don't want to have sex! Please, don't make me... Please..." She pleads to Sasha, her voice twinged with fear. If her ears weren't already folded down they would be now, her tail already curled up around her waist.
Thelergramor starts whistling to himself, trying to take his mind off the pair upstairs and how good it'd feel to... '...Should've brought Enzo with me." Pulls his rifle into his hands, strokes it tenderly as he searches the dining room, looking through it, finding the sandwiches he was after and snatching them up with the hand he didn't touch himself with. He slings the rifle back over his shoulder and makes his way back upstairs, goraning audibly as his rut deepens.
Shaking her head, Sasha tries to shush Blanche a bit, "Now, you don't have to have sex if you don't want to. At the same time though, don't you enjoy it? I mean, I fucking swore off sex, for life. Isn't going to touch me, but I know a lot do like it." She says, panting softly as she settles back down. Getting up she adjusts her clothes to cover herself back up, "Now, I'm going to go get mom, and you two are going to talk, or at least you talk to her." She says, walking off to get Miranai...
Blanche her fear growing at Sashas insistence. "But! I didn't want sex then and it happened anyway! How can I hope to stop myself! I can't!" She looks around in a panic for somewhere to escape that already isn't where Sasha was going, but shes trapped. At Sasha's insistence she realizes she can't talk her out of it. Screaming lightly as her heart races she back away to the other end of the room, opposite of the door. "Noo.... What do I do...?" Backing herself to the wall already she has nowhere to go. All she can do is wait.
Thelergramor smirks at Sasha, may be the rut talking, as he says: "Swore off for life? Well, there goes my hopes for our relationship..." Glances off to the side, carrying the food over to Blanche and droping down beside her. "Here." he says, offering the food. "So, uh, yeah... Don't need to get with anyone you don't want to, not a worthless slut and all that good stuff. Uh.. Can't think straight. Or, thinking really straight." Sex joke. "Don't know what I'm supposed to say to you, really. Maybe you don't want to be here, though, if you're that afraid of your mother." Starts going through his mind for inspirational stuff... Fails. "Yeah, I've got nothing."
Sasha remains gone for quite a little while, giving the rut filling Thelergramor and Blanche plenty of time to talk and enjoy the food before she'll return. However, there is the occational bit of louder talking, never really growing to shouting however form just one room over.
Blanche she bends down to pick up the plate and watches the hyena closely. "Ummm....." She stammers out as she picks up the sandwich and eats it slowly. Her naked form standing in front of him. Though not aroused in the least her spades are still quite visible to Thel. She notices his arousal regardless and makes a comment. "What... you never let your dick take over? You were ALWAYS in control of your body as it lusted after females regardless if you wanted it or not? Look at me! I'm a husky! I have two cunts that are more of less always wanting sex at any moment! One would wish to have your kind of control if your body never took control of you!" She eats her sandwich nervously, already up against a wall.
Thelergramor bites his lip hard enough to almost make it draw blood, having the nude husky tease him about his control. "You... Don't want want to tease me on that, really. I'm having a hell of a time trying not to touch you right now. No, really. Just..." The 'yena brings his fist to his mouth, bites his knuckle. Hard. Doesn't help much. "Why don't you come over here, sit in my lap for a few minutes." His ear twitches multiple times as he shifts about on the floor, pants tented as he openly ogles Blanche. "...Damn rut..." He folds his arms over his chest, rocks back and forth trying to fight it.
A bit after, Sasha does bring Miranai in, leading hir around on a leash attached to her collar. Though seeing Thelergramor and the way that he is... and her mother the way that shi is, she pulls out her laser pistol, first pointing it at Thele."You! Sit on that bed! Don't fucking move or I'll start shooting till you stop! Mother, sit down, right there, please. And don't move either." Miranai, a down cast taur, toddle walks hir tiny way to where hir daughter told hir to sit, but starts wiggling to rub hir cocks against hir breasts to get some relief hirself. With Ixchel's Aura surrounding hir though... it calls out to lusts, to needs, trying to pull them out! However, Sasha seems completely unaffected. "Blanche, start talking please, tell mother how you feel." She says.
Blanche backs against the wall. Her attention goes to Sasha as she looks at her with an onsetting panic, then to Mira. The hyeena fades from her mind as he is compelled to keep away from her. Staring at Mira she shakes, the effects of her presence making itself known as her spades start to dampen. "No no no no!" She looks at Mira as if shes death herself come to take her. "Y-y..." She gulps, what bits of sandwich still remained in her muzzle. "You raped me!!" She shouts at Mira, her heart racing. Her eyes twitch slightly as shes bombarded with the growing need to fuck and a newfound rage, coming from the depths of her fear as shes cornered.
Thelergramor is basically losing his shit as the gun is pointed at him. "If I lose it, shoot me before I hurt someone." He winces, goes back to biting himself to quell the urges, having a hard time controlling himself. His eyes clench to avoid looking at Miranai, Blanche and Sasha. Not helping at all... Lets a hand drift to his belt. Clutches it before his hand can slip in. Can't focus; not nearly enough to say much to help the rest at the moment.
Miranai looks to Blanche, hurt, not immune to hir own affects! In hir tiny voice, shi tries to defend hirself. "You put me on you! You picked me up and put me right on your pussies..." Shi cries. Shi continues humping against hir own breasts, lust scents filling the room gradually. Shi cries and cries though, "I was your fuck toy! If.. anything you raped me!" Shi continues.
Sasha shakes her head, other than bickering that wasn't going to go anywhere, "Blanche, if you don't want those things between your legs to get worse, I'd suggest trying to calm down and tell Miranai how you feel. Miranai, just be quiet mom, and listen." She looks to Thelergramor, "And you, thanks for the help, but why don't you just beat it off or something? Clear your head a bit." She suggests. "Just, onto the floor or something when you do." She says.
Blanche tries calming down a bit as she collects herself. "I couldn't help myself! I was being overcome with lust! There wasn't anything I could do. I /HAD/ to have something me. I had to fill the growing voids between my legs." She pants as heat finally hits her as she calms down. She tries shaking her head, as if somehow that would shake off the growing need. "I was trying to resist. I couldn't. I didn't last. I just wanted to help you with your problem, whatever it was. I didn't want to have sex with you. I wanted my friend Mira... But I got a pair of dicks instead."
Thelergramor tries to fight it, gives up when he's basically given permission to take care of himself. He fidgets with his belt for a fwe moments, still not really -wanting- to touch himself, but not able to fight it anymore. "...Sasha. I'd rather you help me." Rut stil screaming in his mind (And cock), the hyena starts beating his meat, wasting no time in kicking his pants down to his knees and grabbing his cock in one hand, the other holding his muzzle closed so he doesn't embarass himself further.
Sasha waits, listening for a while, and looks to Miranai, "Mother, listen. Some people need that kind of help, some want it unexpectedly. Trust me, I know, I've seen it. But not everyone. Did you ask Blanche? Mother... I love you, don't want you to just be another sex fiend." She says, echoing Blanche's words.
Miranai looks down sniffling. Shi continues to cry, but, watching Blanche doing it all over again... and hearing hirself... Thelergramor... now wasn't the time to be uninhibited... Shi lays down, willing away her connection to Ixchel... and bringing up something shi hadn't used in a couple of months. Lusts are replaced with... a lack of need? Nanites ordered to calm, to stop their insistant increasing of needs. Heat dulled, rut all but removed around hir. Only magic, or true desire could be felt through it, all nanite forced sexual need muted. However... shi simply sobs against hirself. The Nanomagic couldn't remove the physical representation of the nanite's influence, but all mentally altering effects ceased immediately.
Blanche slides down the walls to her knees as the heat starts to fade from her. Panting in relief she continues. "I was trying to stop. My body betrayed me. Once my lusts got high enough, I became a passenger in my own body. All I could do was watch myself through my own eyes as I took your cocks. I coudn't help myself... My own self wasn't in control of my body." She sighs as she places the place aside. "I can't look at myself the same way again. I'm disgusted at my own body. I wanted to help, my body wanted to fuck. It won."
Thelergramor is relieved visibly, but, keeps rubbing his cock for several seconds after the lust is gone; simply because, why not? Still, he stops before it gets out of hand, a little embarassed but not angry. He glances around, hand still around his shaft... Ears flattening to his head when he drops it and pulls his pants back up. Clears his throat awkwardly. Couldn't make it those last ten seconds, could he? "So, uh, hello Mira..." Yeah, hyena's a bit out of it still. Or is just naturally awkward sometimes... "That, uh, yeah... I don't know what to say here." Doesn't regret coming though!
Miranai sobs there still, not really willing to move. Shi was... treated so much like... shi didn't want to think about it. Shi just shivered there, crying.
Shaking her head even more, she looks over Blanche and Thelergramor before looking at her mother, "Look. I think what we have here is a giant mishap. Blanche you want to help? Well, you can still help. I should be at the maison though. She eyes over Thelegramor continuing to beat off for a while. "Yeah... I'll stick around, if you need more help though." She says, walking away, "Now I need a sandwich..." She says.
Blanche frowns as she looks down, at herself. "I am ashamed of myself. That I failed you, Mira. I failed myself. I gave into the lusts when I should have been stronger for you. I should have been a better friend, but I wasn't and I let that happen. I'm sorry...." She leans against the wall and looks up at the ceiling with a sigh, she'd cry if she could.
Thelergramor just gives Sasha an innocent look and a small shrug, ears still flat to his head, 'yena tail a bit between his legs. Sniffs a bit, getting his pants back where they should be, adjusting the rest of his clothes. "...Really should've brought Enzo with me." He mutters under his breath, standing up slowly. "...Do either of you need a hug? My hands are clean, I swear." Is... clearly not really sure how to help.
Miranai continues to just stare at nothing, curled up on hirself as much as shi can and cry. Was it hir fault? Was it Blanche's fault? Was there any fault to assign? All shi knew was that shi felt horrible. Better friend? Blanche tried to help... but... now Blanche didn't want near hir...
Blanche hearing Miranai cry, she sighs and gets up to walk near her. She looks down with a frown at her and says, "I guess sense you aren't making me a horny ball of husky it's ok to pick you up..." Bending down to pick Miranai up, she cradles her in her arms. "Just.... stop crying... I've had enough of that for today." She slowly and gently pets Mira. "Please, in the future... when I say stop, just listen... ok?"
Thelergramor takes Miranai's silence and Blanche's already administered hug as a 'yes.' Glancing around, he nears the hyper taur and Blanche, sniffing a bit, then leans in close to them and wraps his arms around them, without saying anything else. The expression on his face is not as soft as it probably should be, ears still flat, more sad hyena than his typical smirk.
Miranai whimpers as shi's picked up, blinking a bit. Shi continues to cry for a little while. Shi didn't want to speak. Shi didn't want to feel at all. "If... I'm little I don't have to worry about that... I can't force myself on someone if I'm tiny... I can't be a monster..." Shi says. Though as shi's squished into a hug, shi can't help hir cocks getting squished up among it all, getting everyone a bit wet.
Blanche sighs brushes her head against mira's smaller body. "...grow up." She looks at her in the face and gives her a concerned look. "You still caused trouble." She stops talking a bit think carefully. "You just... need to stop throwing out so much lust. It's ok every once in a while, it can be fun. But... I told you that I didn't want to fuck you without seeing if you were ok. Clearly you wern't. When I... well.. when I wanted sex. When I offered myself to you. It wasn't because I thought you were a toy. It was because I thought you were a friend. I don't fuck random people." She thinks about that a moment too, considering her record. "I mean... I don't fuck people I don't like. I..." She rolls her eyes a bit with a half-shrug, considering her feelings for a moment. "I like you..." She shakes her head, not believing what shes saying. "You aren't a bad person." She resumes giving her a concerned look. "But sometimes, you need to handle yourself better. If we are going to be friends. I need to know it's because I'm more than a set of holes to fit your cock or cocks in." She pleads to her, "Can you do that?"
Thelergramor does not mind that he gets a bit wet... Just means he needs to clean his clothes later. "Yeah, what she said. I like you, not a bad person, other things... Just gotta watch the luststuff. Messes up everyone at some point or another. Definitely not a monster, though. I deal with monsters everyday..." The hyena lets out a short cackle, grinning a bit as his expression lightens, ears standing back up.
Miranai continues to whimper and whine though. Shi shakes hir head, "Want... mama..." Shi says though, still not really willing to face what had happened, and what shi was called. "Didn't mean to..." Shi sobs some more as shi thinks about what had happened, and what was said to hir. Shi looks up to Blanche though, deciding to give a small lick to her nose, and a look to Thelergramor before shi curls hirself up as tight as shi can again.
Blanche she takes a long look at Mira to consider how she feels. "As long as you promise me to control yourself better I'm willing to forgive you. It may take me a while to warm back up to you again, though. I hope.... you'll be able to forgive me for failing you in return." Doing her best to give Mira a warm smile, but only coming half-way, "Deal?"
Thelergramor shrugs a bit as Mira curls hirself back up. "Right, well, it looks like the two of you are working this out well enough... Was nice seeing you Mira." The hyena yawns, taking a few steps back from the two, smiling a bit as his hands go back to his pockets.
Miranai continues to sniffle against Blanche's chest though. Shi seemed... more subdued than anything. Shi gently sobs... until shi falls asleep. With that, hir NICE, and the SUCK it was producing ends! Though, for hir part, all Mira does is wiggle, rubbing hir cocks against whatever was around, pussies still leaking hir need as well... though, shi stays asleep. Nor, however, was hir lust inducing starting back up.
Blanche frowns to Mira and sets her on a bed gently. Looking to the hyena she shrugs. "Well... I need a walk. Want to come along? I'm... Blanche by the way." She walks over to pick up the plate she left and resumes eating the sandwich. "I still feel like shit but I'm moving again, at least."
Thelergramor almost immediately goes back to rubbing his shaft with his pocketed hands, face twitching a little, ear flicking before he can stop himself. Takes deep breaths, trying to focus, ear flicking at Blanche's offer. "...Maybe I should just go. Rut's starting to get a bit bad, and I'd rather not make an ass out of myself. Was nice meeting you though, Blanche. Name's Thelergramor... Just say 'Thel,' most people do."
