Look - RPLOG
Participants
Date
27/1/2013
Log
Zeroone first questions the Administrator "Can we make the autobiography?"
- Of course* it replies *But I think we both know you're going to let me finish things.*
"What in the hell are you talking about!? Why would I!?"
- Because you love what I've done.*
"I certainly do not!"
- Don't lie to me! I've been watching! Every single chance you get you ask if you can do things for people. The way things are now, you could get away with about 3 jobs minimum every day, and you've done up to 15 on some. You /love/ how doing things for people makes you feel.*
"That's only because of you! You and your...I don't know what it is!"
- Yes...some of it. Most of it even. But it wouldn't have happened if there wasn't a base. If you didn't like doing things for people already. Having people boss you around.*
"But...everyone likes doing things for others."
- True, but you a little more so, and you got a little sexual thrill you'd never acknowledge. Especially when they asked you to. What I did was crank the enjoyment factor up by a multiple of 10, then add some orgasmic afterglow. And don't deny that you love the results.*
"But...but what about the punishments?"
- Those were bad at the beginning, yes. But you learned, didn't you? And really, it was the same thing again. Just me changing the numbers around in your head. You genuinely felt bad for having upset people.*
"And what gives you the right to screw with my head like that?"
- I have all the rights. I can do as I please here. And in the end, it's made you a better person and happier hasn't it? You barely offend people anymore, and even when you do the punishment is negligable when you think of it as something out of your control. And you always do. You always find a rationalization for it to make you feel better. Then you do something for them to make up for it and feel fantastic. I really don't see what the problem here is.*
"Because...because I never asked for this."
- But you like what it's done. So does it matter?*
"I...I don't..."
- You don't know because you can't think of an answer to go against me. All you have left is to agree.*
"NO! No I wont! Fuck you! I'm gonna take the erasing!"
- You don't want-*
"Shut the /fuck/ up! I do want it! I'd rather be /nothing/ than..."
- Than happy? Content with your station in life? Doing as your told and following the rules, just getting happiness and belonging in return? Really? You'd choose mental death over that?*
"..."
There is a deep silence for quite a while. Finally, a response
"No..."
- So will you let me in?*
"Fine...god I'm so tired of fighting."
- Good Girl. Thank You.*
Zero One's eyes shoot open suddenly, her eyes glowing a spotlight of bright blue. Her eyes are entirely blue now, and she shudders a bit in everyone's grasp. "Oh god." She mumbles as several clicks and humming noises sound out from inside Zero's head. Her glowing eyes begin flickering, and she closes them and groans.
Meniatz wraps hir arms and wings around Zero and kisses the base of hir neck. "Well...? How do you feel? Are you still...you?"
Antiman looks at Zero with consern and fear, "Zero? Are you still there?" Sie looks up to Meni with hir ears folded back in fear, "Is she alright."
Zeroone begins mumbling complete gibberish for a bit, before ending with a groan and going silent. She continues shaking, her body locking up entirely. Eventually, she falls limp, her eyes half lidded dim, flickering. After a time of silence that probably sat around 15 minutes but must have felt like forever to those waiting, she began to stir. She sits up, an says "It's over. It's finally over. I'm me again." A smile crosses her face.
Meniatz holds Zero agants hir tightly and smiles. "Good. I'm glad." Hir tail swishes behind hir happily.
Antiman gives a skree of joy, "I knew you could do it." Sie then sobers, "But How did you do it? I thought the Adminstratior left you with no real choice?"
Melanie moves in to hug Zero One, who accepts it tightly before saying "I...*was* the administrator...part of me at least. All of this. Everything. It was all to...get me to come to terms with the fact-" She starts laughing a bit as she continues speaking "That I'm a big pervert who gets off on being told what to do. Holy...holy shit." She starts laughing uproarously, moving to hug everyone she could.
Meniatz hugs Zero and gives hir a kiss on the lips. "Well, I'm glad you're happy. You may be a pervert, but you're our pervert, Zero."
Antiman hugs Zero back and chuckle purs, "It was our discussion last night that caused this wasn't it?"
Meniatz wraps hir tail around Zero's leg, snaking it slowly up her dress. "So, does this mean that you no longer care if my form is that of a 'strange animal?'" Shi asks with a wry smile.
Zeroone says "I don't know, maybe, but I'm glad everything's over now. I can finally move on and be happy with who I am and who I want to be." A subtle shift begins to happen within her, Subtle, but it was there. Like pinocchio at the end of his journey, she was becoming human. Flesh was becoming more yielding, seams were disappearing. Her eyes turned natural, but still blue. She didn't make any mention of it. She already knew it was going to happen from the moment she merged with herself again. The halves are whole. She saw everything from both sides of the fracture. She replies "Of course! I don't quite get how it works, but I can fiddle with all sorts of stuff in my head. You're beautiful to me now. All of you. God I love you all so much. Thank you for supporting me."
Meniatz nuzzles against Zero's breasts "And you're beautiful, too, Lucy." Shi slowly shifts into hir snow leopard form and purrs happily, "You will make a fine addition to our family--that is, if you'd like to join." Shi licks hir cheek with hir rough tongue. "Oh, don't worry, you can still be our obedient little love slave. We know how much you love to serve us~" Shi brushes up against Zero--Lucy, and pads over to Anti. "So, how should she serve us tonight, love?"
Antiman nuzzels and caresses Zero as her false flesh was changed to true flesh, "It seems like a fairy tale. To thing that all this time you were fighting yourself." Sie seems to give this some thought, "I think she should serve us by letting us show our love for her."
Zeroone laughs a bit. "But you do that every day!" As to Meniatz's question, she says "Of course I'm going to stay. Why wouldn't I?" Melanie hugs hir mother tight, and says "I'm glad you didn't die. Who'd I order around then?" Zero laughs and pets hir, taking it as the best response she'd get out of hir. She then shifts to match her daughter, just because.
Meniatz gives Anti a kiss and nuzzles up to hir warm feathers. "That sounds wonderful!" Shi calls out sweetly, "Oh Lucy! Why don't you and your daughter come over here and cuddle up with us?"
Antiman chirp laughs, "But now I can do so without wondering if I'm taking advantage of you or not." Sie chirp purs at Meni's nuzzel, "Lucy, its a good name for you." Sie nuzzels Meni and preens hir fur, "You're so soft, love."
Zeroone climbs onto the bed with them, Melanie happily following after. She says "It's like waking up from a long dream." Melanie asks "Can I make an order? Have I been a good girl today?" Zero smirks at hir. "Really? After everything that's just happened, you're gonna bug me about that?" Melanie replies "Fine...I'll let you off, but tomorrow, i want two orders. The normal ones, not the small ones." "You little...you know what? Fine. Whatever." "Yesssss" Melanie says in victory as sie snuggles up to the others.
