Revision as of 06:47, 25 February 2013

Participants

• Antiman
• Dio
• Kesai
• Meniatz
• Natake

Date

25/2/2013

Log

When addressed, she closed her hand over the pill and returned her gaze to Meni's tummy. Quietly, she reached out to place her fingertips on hir belly while looking to the blue gryphon, her ears flattening in silent fear.

Dana looks down at Kesai and smiles. With a paw, shi rubs at hir own belly and contemplates for a few moments. "Personally for me, I'm not scared. Or at least, I don't think I'm scared. Before all this, I was a big ol' lion and never thought this would happen. However, here we are now." As shi recieves a message, Dana gives Meni a nod and thumbs up in approval since shi didn't have the means to respond.

Antiman starts then looks to hir mate after reciving hir telapathic message, "I'll milk with mine, love as long as it's yours."

Meniatz pets Kesai and smiles warmly. "Can you feel Antimawn's and my child moving around? Sie's been kicking every now and then...I think sie'll grow up to be a very healthy child." Sie says with a grin. Sie then nods at Anti. "Of course it will be my milk. I know how much you like it, love~"

Natake eys go wide and she gets up and runs at the door. She opens it and goes out side. After a moment she walks back in wiping her mouth "That was disgusting" she walks back to where she was and sits back down. She looks up at Antiman "It is tring to convince me to become something I don't want to be" she says sighing afterward.

Meniatz beckons for Natake to hop up on hir lap. "Well, sister-mate, we just want you to be yourself." Sie says with a smile.

Kesai snaps her gaze back to Dana, staring at hir curiously. "Dio?" Her hand remained on Meni's tummy, feeling the motion and kicks and, when she focused her hearing upon Meni's tummy, the soft beating of a small heart. So focused was she on listening to the sounds of new life that she startled, nearly tumbling off the futon, when Natake races out the door.

Dana looks at the scene with a curious gaze. Shi hadn't really met Natake really and wasn't aware of her problem. It'd probably be best not for the ignorant to intervene directly until shi knew more. Shi looks back at Kesai and claps hir hands together once. "Ah! Well done." The tigress bows and smiles. "That's is correct, ma'am. I was Dio, but now you may refer to me as Dana for the moment.

Antiman chirp purs as sie thinks about hir child, "Sie will be indeed from some of the kicks I feel." Sie looks a little conserned at hir sister-mate Natake, "While that isn't unusual it must have been especially vile for it to get that reaction from you love." Sie steddies Kesai preventing her from falling, "Easy there dear. Natake is just feeling a bit ill from what her other self said to her." Sie looks over to Natake again, "I am still courious about what it said to you."

Meniatz smiles at Dana. "Well, I think you're going to be a splendid mother, Dana. You have the nobility of a lion, and the motherly instinct of a tigress, now, so you should have no trouble raising your kids." Sie says confidently.

Natake gets up and sits on Meniatz's lap "The Animal wants me to become the Alpha male when male and when female it wants me to have as many children as I can, both bug me a lot"

Antiman pot

Kesai squirms in her seat again, placing one hand over the deep seated itch in her tummy while the other finally placed the white pill on her pink, outstretched tongue. Moments after she swallowed, she let out a soft sigh of relief and her entire form went slack as she relaxed.

Meniatz frowns. "Well, the animal has a very unrealistic expectation of what you will be willing to do for it. If you don't want to be an alpha male, you won't be. If you don't want to be a breeding bitch, you will keep your womb un-fertilized." Sie pets Natake and gives hir a kiss. "You are you, and we love you for it, and if the Animal has a problem with it, then it can suck a dick...probably one of mine. "

Antiman nuzzels Kesai, "Maby next time, dear. I personaly think you would make a good mother." Sie looks to Natake, "I agree with our sister-mate love, even though I want to have as meny childern as possible. Being pregnant and having children isn't at all bad, love. It will just take getting used to."

Dana looks towards Meni and rubs at hir head with an embarrassed expression. "Oh? You really think I'd make for a nice parent? No one's really told me that before, ma'am. I really appreciate it." Shi gives hir a short bow and thinks about the situation at hand. "Oh, so you're one of those dual personality type people, right? That's interesting. I've heard of a few others who've had similar problems. Some take to merging, while others do their best to ignore it. Some succeed, but sometimes they go mad. With such wonderful people around you, it most certainly won't be the latter."

Natake smiles "Thank you Meni" she says giving hir a hug "I wish it would go away forever" she lets go then looks at Antimam "I don't really like the way this feels, I get happy for no reason which bothers me, I just threw up, I don't like this" she shakes her head "But I will have this kid, maybe more if I feel up to it after this one" she sighs "Some times I wonder if it would be easier to give in, then I think of my brother and what he has become" She looks up at Dana "I don't know really. Before this infection I never had a voice in my head, it showed up around two years ago"

Kesai shakes her head at Antiman's gentle words, though a little to rapidly and with ears pressed flat. She buried her head between all the warm bodies cuddled and futon, her voice spoke in a very muffled monotone, "I... I can't."

Antiman nods in sympothy to Natake, "The first pregnancy is the roughest, love. It gets easier latter." Sie cocks hir head courisouly at Kesai, "I'm sorry if I made you uncomforatble, dear and I would never force myself on you. You don't have to answer if you don't want to, but why can't you?"

Meniatz rubs Natake's tummy. "Well, sister-mate, your happiness is a result of your child being happy. It means you are doing an excellent job of caring for it." Sie then nuzzles the skunk girl. "And the sickness...well, a little ginger-ale and rest should keep your stomach from acting up too much." Sie gently pets Kesai with hir tail as sie speaks softly to her. "You don't have to if you don't want to, although...I agree with Anti--you would be a wonderful parent."

"A sudden voice showing up in your head, eh?" Dana thinks back to Zeroone for a short moment, but the tigress is sure everyone else had thought of the resemblance. Dana rubs at hir own belly for a short while and chuckles a bit. "It certainly is a strange feeling. I mean, there's something growing inside me! Strangely enough though, I'm not as worried as I thought I'd be."

Natake rests her head against Meniatz's shoulder "Thank you Sister-mate" she takes her helmet off and puts it next to her. She looks at Dana "Well some events did happen before it showed up, but I would rather not talk about those events" she looks at Kesai "Kesai you don't have to be one if ya don't wanna"

Meniatz nods to Dana. "The first time was a really odd feeling for me, too, but it definitely gets better. And...I think your cubs will mean more to you now that you are carrying one inside of you." Sie nuzzles Natake. "If you ever need help with your children, just let Anti or I know."

Kesai pulls her head out from where it had been buried, which had fluffed up her head fur in odd ways, and took a slow breath. She put her head down in Natake's lap, who sat in Meni's lap, and leaned forwards to lick the skunk's tummy.

Antiman thinks about the first time that sie mated Natake when she mentions past events, "Did it start after you began to really supress your instincts? Or was it when you first became a skunk beast, love?" Sie looks to Dana and nods, "It was odd to my rational self the first time as well, but I was feral for the first few times pregnant, so I considered it mostly normal then." Sie bends down to preen behind Kesai's ears as she licks Natake's tummy. She may have some reason that has her afraid of becoming a mother, but not because she doesn't want to be one, "I still think you would be a good mother, dear. But if you don't want to be one I won't press you."

Dana observes Kesai as she snuggles into the skunk. Quite a cute picture shi thinks to hirself. Feeling a bit tired of standing around in one spot, the tigress walks hir way over towards the rug and lays down upon it like a typical feline would. "Mmm, it's probably selfish of me, but I sorta do hope they turn out being cubs," shi says with a laugh, "They'd be pretty cute I feel. Regardless, I'll do my best to raise 'em to be perfect gentlemen or ladies."

Natake grabs her helmet and puts it on Kesai's head giggling "Thank you again, you people have a real knack for making me feel better" she says smiling. She looks at Antiman "Neither of those love, I don't like talking about what happened. I'll say it involves my brother and why I hate raccoons" she looks at Dana "One of the docs at the library can see what you have, I went there and figured out whats growing in me"

Meniatz frowns a bit. "Marilyn's a racoon..." Sie says softly--almost silently. Sie then begins preening Anti as sie addressed Dana. "I am sure you will have the most well-mannered, elegant children in our building."

Meniatz seems to have perked up a bit as sie preened Anti.

The vixen's ears flicker and part to allow her friend to scratch between her ears while her tongue never ceased to lick Natake's tummy with long, soothing strokes of her tongue. That is until a helmet was plopped on her head. Her tongue paused mid lick and she turned her eyes upwards, trying to stare at the helmet without lifting her head for several long moments before resuming her licking, now with bobbling helmet.

Antiman sits down next to the forming cuddle pile, and nuzzels Kesai after Natake puts her helmet on her. Sie then starts to preen the fur on Kesai's shoulder. Sie gives Meni a questioning look, "I thought she was a Talakai or something like that. From what I've read the species is actualy canine." Sie nods sympatheticly to Natake, "Sounds like it was a nasty situation. I can understand why you don't want to talk about it."

Dana gives a hearty chuckle at Meni's response. Regardless of being the mother or father and despite the form, hir children would certainly be quite the characters if shi had anything to do with it. The tigress stretches out on the rug and faces up towards the ceiling. In an idle act, shi spins a projected rose around on hir finger to pass the time.

Meniatz nuzzles Anti and rests hir head on the gryphon's soft breasts. "Actually, sie is a tanuki--a kind of Japanese racoon-dog." Sie exhales as sie rubs Anti's breasts absent-mindedly. "Sie was always really nice to me."

Natake grabs her helmet from Kesai's head and throws it back onto her own head "You looked silly Kesai with that on" she lifts her head from Meniatz's shoulder and stretches. She looks at Antiman "It was not very fun" she says before swinging her legs up and onto the futon so she is laying down.

Kesai turns her gaze up at Natake as the helmet is removed. It also revealed the nice patch of thoroughly licked fur on Natake's pregnant belly that stood in that messy way that licked fur tends to be. "I remember... something." Her features took on a moue of intense thought as she struggled to remember something that skirted the edge of her cognizance. "Something... that was not... fun." She continued as she sat up slowly.

Antiman leans into hir sister-mate's brest fondoling and give a soft chirp moan, "Sie sounds like some one I would have liked to have met." That hir mate was speeking of hir in the past tense wasn't lost on hir, "Tell me about hir, love. Tell me so sie can be in this apartment again, if only in memory." Sie moves hir preening of Kesai back up to behind her ears, "I think I may know what that might have been, dear, but I can assure you it can be more fun than you can imangine with someone that you love." *Poor girl*, sie thinks, *still tramitized by her transformation and rape by a feral after all this time.* Sie nods at Natakes reply.

Dana's ears perk up as shi hears Kesai speak. "Oh?" Shi rolls over on the rug and rests hir head upon a paw in order to look at the somewhat troubled vixen. "I'd love to hear about it, but I'd certainly hate to bring up any bad memories."

The vixen's ears and tailed flickered and changed, displaying conflicting moods that cycled far too rapidly to read well. Her emotionless features softened for just a heartbeat, melting into an expression of profound despair and sorrow, before vanishing behind that unreadable mask once more. Kesai's ears and tail stilled and her body relaxed after she shook herself, physically shaking off that line of thought and mood for another. And that other was apparently playful as she leapt off the futon, flying high into the air to pounce the reclined Dana. She was, of course, careful of Dana's belly.

Meniatz gives Anti a kiss on the beak. "Sie still is, love. Haven't you noticed the locked door at the end of the hall?" Meni stretches out a bit. "Physically, sie is still here, the same as ever. Mentally, though...sie's changed." Sie sighs. "Basically, Marilyn is my friend. I tried to help hir learn to control hir sexual urges by embracing them. It worked. Unfortunately, in doing so, sie became sort of...consumed by hir lust. Since I had been so close to hir...close enough to father hir child, even, I became the object of hir unconditional affection." Meni pets Natake as sie continues, "Now, sie doesn't really think of much outside of having sex. But...I still love hir," Sie says tenderly, "Sie will always be very special to me."

Natake takes her helmet off and throws it over to her pack. She looks away from everyone "Animal no. I told you I will not become that. I don't care how good you say it will feel. Shut up" she shakes her head.

Antiman nuzzels Meni back, "I'm sorry to hear that about hir, love. But sie is still loved. That is what matters at this point." Sie looks at Kesai as the emotion's flickered too rapidly to read, and then chuckle purs as she pounced Dio, *So child like at times. I wonder...* Sie Nuzzels Natake, "I hope we can merge that voice so you can have control without fear, love."

Because Dana was intently watching the vixen preparing her pounce, shi was quite ready for the following actions. Shi held out hir long and strong arms to catch Kesai and immediately pulled her to hir torso for a good snuggle. "Oh my," shi said with a smile, "You're quite the cute one." Dana removed hir grip from the vixen as to not confine hir, however shi still lightly draped an arm on her back and gently rubbed across it while shi listened to Meni's story. "Ah yes. It's unfortunate, but loss due to overwhelming lust is much too common these days. My thoughts go with you both."

Kesai growled playfully into the snuggle, nipping at Dana's nose and ears while she's held tight before finally coming to rest with her muzzle between Dana's breasts. She blew a deep breath over Dana's fur as her ears swiveled back towards Meni and Antiman, shuddering slightly at mention of losing control to lust.

Meniatz nods. "Thank you, Dana. You know, sometimes, bits and pieces of hir shine through. And then, there's hir daughter. Sie really reminds me of the old Marilyn." Sie pauses. "I'm not sure how I feel about that, though--the old Marilyn was so frightened and nervous before my prototype hydras messed with hir head..." Sie trails off and blows a stray hair out of hir eyes. "And part of me was glad they were helping Mari gain some confidence, but I also think that part of me knew that the earlier hydras were probably unsafe." Sie looks up to Anti. "In case you're wondering, I destroyed that entire batch later on. The newer hydras are much safer--I guess we have Mari to thank for that..." Meni smiles as Kesai snuggles with Dana. Her innocence creating a fitting contrast to the loss of innocence that still haunted Meniatz.

Natake looks at Meniatz "I feel bad about my hatred for Raccoons a bit now, but I do have my reasons" She looks at Antiman "Yeah cause me and the Animal becoming one is exactly what I want, cause then wouldn't I have to listen to what it wants" she goes wide eyed again and dashes for the door running outside throwing up and then walking back in wiping her mouth "Fucking hell" she says befroe walking back to where she was and laying back down.

Antiman nuzzels Meni's breast, "I'm glad to know about the hydra's love, and I think I can forgive you." Sie then looks hir sister-mate in the eyes, "But promise me, love that you'll througly test anything new before you give it to anyone, weather you love them or not. I don't want you to go through something like that again love."

Kesai startles on top of Dana as Natake races out again before she reigns in her flight or flight instincts and goes back to wondering about this Hydra thing and in what way it was so dangerous.

Dana giggles a little while shi gets into the playful spirit as well. Shi lets out a playful tigress growl and rubs hir muzzle across Kesai's face as shi gets nibbled. When shen calms down, Dana smiles at Kesai and snuggled her into hir chest. The tigress jumps a bit in surprise when Kesai gets frightened. "Whoa there," shi says while petting the vixen, "It's alright. Just settle back down. It's safe here."

Meniatz nods to Anti and holds hir tight. "I will, love. I never want to hurt anyone like that again. That's why I eliminated most of the walking vagina DNA in the current model hydras, and substituted it with similar, but far less dangerous, samples from myself." Meni gives Anti a kiss as hir eyelids begin to feel heavy. "I'm...glad I shared that with you, love. I don't like there to be secrets between us." Sie yawns softly as sleep begins to overtake hir. Meni falls asleep in the warm, downy feathers of hir avian lover and murmurs quietly. "Thank you..."