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−	<div></div>	+	<div></div><br> <br>Natake opens the door from outside entering adjusting her helmet "Hey guys" she says throwing her pack next to the door "I have appeared"<br> <br>Antiman calls out from the kitchen, "We're in here, love."<br> <br>Virginia turns her head and looks at hir from her bent over position on the table. Well, doesn't exactly look at hir, more like hir belly or whatever was eye level with her at the moment. "I'm...fucked." She says. From her voice, it was clear she'd been drinking a while already. She slowly lifts herself off the table and says "Been here...all day waiting for someone to come home." she licks her lips, holy shit was she thirsty. Drinking did that to you. "I found a coyote. Someone with the dedication. Di'nt know 'bout dedications 'fore today. Gods're real. Fffff...shit." She swallows a little, and shakes her head. "Too thirsty to talk." She lifts a hand to her face and rubs it around.<br> <br>Natake walks over to the kitchen "Virginia you don't have to be so glum about it." She takes her helmet off and throws it to her pack. It landing right on top "There got to be positive things about your new bod"<br> <br>Antiman walks to the cabinet next to the sink. Sie opens the cabinet and takes out a tall glass and fills it at the sink. Sie walks back to the table and places the glass next to her. Sie pulls out a chair next to Virginia and sits down, "Do you need any asperin or anything like that?" Sie flicks an ear, "I keep forgeting how much you don't know. Yes other gods exist. While I don't worship any other gods I do give their pratictiners and them respect due to them." Sie nuzzels Natake, "Hi, love. Virginia is having a little crisis of belife."<br> <br>Virginia shakes her head in response to Natake. She had more to say, but couldn't get her voice to work to say it. She took the glass and downed it quickly, gasping for air afterwards. She clears her throat, and continues. "So...So I tried to get the coyote to fix me. Make me human again. It didn't work. She said that it's a dedication, and she can't remove it. Some higher power is doing this to me. So...that nails it. I'm a pawn of the fucking Beast. I'm gonna end up a sexed up demon because sie wants it that way, and I don't get any say in the matter." She looks terribly sad by now, her voice getting more emotional as she goes.<br> <br>Natake gives Antiman a quick hug before she gives Virginia a pat on the back "Its alright friend, It can't be all bad. There is always light in the dark nomather how deep." she says sitting down on the floor.<br> <br>Antiman rubs one of Virginia's hands, "You're not necessairly a pawn Virginia. The Spiritual Mother reguards Hir children more than that. You should try to stop thinking of yourself as a demon. I reguard you as an angel. I belive that is what the Maternal Beast is makeing you."<br> <br>Natake gets up "I am pretty tired" She yawns "I should go sleep" she walks over to the couch and plops down.<br> <br>Virginia groaning sigh, looking tired. "Whatever you say, natake." and waves her off as she goes to sleep. Turning back to anti, she says "But...She said in my dream I'm gonna be a demon, remember? It's about how wicked I was, it's supposed to be about the worst can find redemption in hir or some bullshit. I don't like being made into a symbol for hir religion. I don't like that what I like in sex is getting moved around. I don't like that...I get horny at random times, and I just wanna fuck the people around me but I hold it in because god damn it I don't want to be like that."<br> <br>Antiman nods, "Yes Sie did say demon. One definition of demon is a fallen angel, but the thing is is that the word angel is the Hebrew word for messenger. Sie wants you to be Hir messenger so you are an angel. You just happen to be a feirce one." Sie thinks about Virginia's changing prefrences, "It might be your subconsious bringing your desires out. I know a few of mine that I hid from myself surprised me after I could think about them."<br> <br>Virginia pondered on what sie'd said. She felt like she was too drunk and hung over at the same time to want to bother discussing this, but she had to. It's what had been plaguing her all day, the reason she'd drank in the first place. "I don't think this's me. I think it's hir and the mutation. My sex drive was *never* like this, and I was *never* into anything like..." She blushes a bit at the thought of whatever it was that she was ashamed of liking. "It isn't right. And it can't be me. Why does sie gotta do this to me? Why can't I jus'...be normal an' human an..." she trails off.<br> <br>Antiman chuckle purs, "I was never this horny as a human from what I can rember, and I didn't have a real desire to have female parts. I must admit the courosity was there though, and it was a surprise when I found out that I liked being pregnant and having children. I was straight and male before. I guess I'm still straight, but I have no problem with my female parts." Sie then shrugs, "Normal was only a setting on a washing machine, and humanity failed Hir. Even a diety has a limit on patients."<br> <br>Virginia says "So you're just gonna accept being horny all the time? You're just gonna lie down and take it? Don't you think who you are is different now? How is that not a bad thing? You didn't get to choose who you were, someone else did." She stands up, moving through the kitchen to the living room, moving in a slightly wavering path. "Yeah yeah, setting on the washing machine, jesus, how many times have I heard that phrase...but." she moves to lay on the futon "this isn't what *I* think is normal. Isn't that what's important? I don't want this. If sie wants what's best, can't sie see what this is doing to me? God, what the fuck. I'm upset, I feel like crying from frustration, and I'm still god damned horny. Where's the sense in that?"<br> <br>Antiman stand up and pushes hir chair in, "Being horny was an improvement to how I was before. I was darn near asexual before this. My best lover was my right hand." Sie waves the mentioned hand. "I also didn't like being human before all this happened." Sie shrugs, "I was basicaly as willing as they came. Sie still made me feral for about three and a half years, though." Sie then flicks an ear, "What someone considers normal can change over time. This may have been normal for you eventualy. Sie's actualy taking it slow with you. It usualy happens all at once with most people."<br> <br>Virginia says "Well goooood for yooooou." in a sarcastic tone. She didn't *mean* to be a bitch, she was just taking things out on hir since she couldn't do anything to the one she was *really* mad at. She let a hand drift into the crotch of her jeans, the button and fly already undone from needing a release in pressure. It seemed her hips and ass had expanded, leaving her jeans too small to wear properly. She rubbed herself lightly. It was partly because of the simmering need she felt, and the fact doing so calmed her a little. "But...that's that mind control shit, like with the nanites. Sie'd be *making* it normal for me. *forcing* me to accept it. Like with everyone else out there. Doesn't that bother you? That she's taking free will and twisting it to what sie wants?" She grunts lightly at her play and makes herself pull her hand away. She needed to stop, for her own sanity and self esteem. If she just got all lusty like Sie wanted, she couldn't respect herself.<br> <br>Antiman realizing that the sarcasim wasn't really directed at hir walks over to stand next to Virginia and shrugs, "It may not be entirly Hir. Sie made use of the nanites, but the nanites were still made by fallible people." Sie cocks hir head in thought, "Is it really mind control though? Isn't it just simply a removal of inhibitions and shame?"

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Revision as of 07:04, 11 February 2013

Participants

• Antiman
• Edmond
• Meniatz
• Natake
• Virginia

Date

11/2/2013

Log

Natake opens the door from outside entering adjusting her helmet "Hey guys" she says throwing her pack next to the door "I have appeared"

Antiman calls out from the kitchen, "We're in here, love."

Virginia turns her head and looks at hir from her bent over position on the table. Well, doesn't exactly look at hir, more like hir belly or whatever was eye level with her at the moment. "I'm...fucked." She says. From her voice, it was clear she'd been drinking a while already. She slowly lifts herself off the table and says "Been here...all day waiting for someone to come home." she licks her lips, holy shit was she thirsty. Drinking did that to you. "I found a coyote. Someone with the dedication. Di'nt know 'bout dedications 'fore today. Gods're real. Fffff...shit." She swallows a little, and shakes her head. "Too thirsty to talk." She lifts a hand to her face and rubs it around.

Natake walks over to the kitchen "Virginia you don't have to be so glum about it." She takes her helmet off and throws it to her pack. It landing right on top "There got to be positive things about your new bod"

Antiman walks to the cabinet next to the sink. Sie opens the cabinet and takes out a tall glass and fills it at the sink. Sie walks back to the table and places the glass next to her. Sie pulls out a chair next to Virginia and sits down, "Do you need any asperin or anything like that?" Sie flicks an ear, "I keep forgeting how much you don't know. Yes other gods exist. While I don't worship any other gods I do give their pratictiners and them respect due to them." Sie nuzzels Natake, "Hi, love. Virginia is having a little crisis of belife."

Virginia shakes her head in response to Natake. She had more to say, but couldn't get her voice to work to say it. She took the glass and downed it quickly, gasping for air afterwards. She clears her throat, and continues. "So...So I tried to get the coyote to fix me. Make me human again. It didn't work. She said that it's a dedication, and she can't remove it. Some higher power is doing this to me. So...that nails it. I'm a pawn of the fucking Beast. I'm gonna end up a sexed up demon because sie wants it that way, and I don't get any say in the matter." She looks terribly sad by now, her voice getting more emotional as she goes.

Natake gives Antiman a quick hug before she gives Virginia a pat on the back "Its alright friend, It can't be all bad. There is always light in the dark nomather how deep." she says sitting down on the floor.

Antiman rubs one of Virginia's hands, "You're not necessairly a pawn Virginia. The Spiritual Mother reguards Hir children more than that. You should try to stop thinking of yourself as a demon. I reguard you as an angel. I belive that is what the Maternal Beast is makeing you."

Natake gets up "I am pretty tired" She yawns "I should go sleep" she walks over to the couch and plops down.

Virginia groaning sigh, looking tired. "Whatever you say, natake." and waves her off as she goes to sleep. Turning back to anti, she says "But...She said in my dream I'm gonna be a demon, remember? It's about how wicked I was, it's supposed to be about the worst can find redemption in hir or some bullshit. I don't like being made into a symbol for hir religion. I don't like that what I like in sex is getting moved around. I don't like that...I get horny at random times, and I just wanna fuck the people around me but I hold it in because god damn it I don't want to be like that."

Antiman nods, "Yes Sie did say demon. One definition of demon is a fallen angel, but the thing is is that the word angel is the Hebrew word for messenger. Sie wants you to be Hir messenger so you are an angel. You just happen to be a feirce one." Sie thinks about Virginia's changing prefrences, "It might be your subconsious bringing your desires out. I know a few of mine that I hid from myself surprised me after I could think about them."

Virginia pondered on what sie'd said. She felt like she was too drunk and hung over at the same time to want to bother discussing this, but she had to. It's what had been plaguing her all day, the reason she'd drank in the first place. "I don't think this's me. I think it's hir and the mutation. My sex drive was *never* like this, and I was *never* into anything like..." She blushes a bit at the thought of whatever it was that she was ashamed of liking. "It isn't right. And it can't be me. Why does sie gotta do this to me? Why can't I jus'...be normal an' human an..." she trails off.

Antiman chuckle purs, "I was never this horny as a human from what I can rember, and I didn't have a real desire to have female parts. I must admit the courosity was there though, and it was a surprise when I found out that I liked being pregnant and having children. I was straight and male before. I guess I'm still straight, but I have no problem with my female parts." Sie then shrugs, "Normal was only a setting on a washing machine, and humanity failed Hir. Even a diety has a limit on patients."

Virginia says "So you're just gonna accept being horny all the time? You're just gonna lie down and take it? Don't you think who you are is different now? How is that not a bad thing? You didn't get to choose who you were, someone else did." She stands up, moving through the kitchen to the living room, moving in a slightly wavering path. "Yeah yeah, setting on the washing machine, jesus, how many times have I heard that phrase...but." she moves to lay on the futon "this isn't what *I* think is normal. Isn't that what's important? I don't want this. If sie wants what's best, can't sie see what this is doing to me? God, what the fuck. I'm upset, I feel like crying from frustration, and I'm still god damned horny. Where's the sense in that?"

Antiman stand up and pushes hir chair in, "Being horny was an improvement to how I was before. I was darn near asexual before this. My best lover was my right hand." Sie waves the mentioned hand. "I also didn't like being human before all this happened." Sie shrugs, "I was basicaly as willing as they came. Sie still made me feral for about three and a half years, though." Sie then flicks an ear, "What someone considers normal can change over time. This may have been normal for you eventualy. Sie's actualy taking it slow with you. It usualy happens all at once with most people."

Virginia says "Well goooood for yooooou." in a sarcastic tone. She didn't *mean* to be a bitch, she was just taking things out on hir since she couldn't do anything to the one she was *really* mad at. She let a hand drift into the crotch of her jeans, the button and fly already undone from needing a release in pressure. It seemed her hips and ass had expanded, leaving her jeans too small to wear properly. She rubbed herself lightly. It was partly because of the simmering need she felt, and the fact doing so calmed her a little. "But...that's that mind control shit, like with the nanites. Sie'd be *making* it normal for me. *forcing* me to accept it. Like with everyone else out there. Doesn't that bother you? That she's taking free will and twisting it to what sie wants?" She grunts lightly at her play and makes herself pull her hand away. She needed to stop, for her own sanity and self esteem. If she just got all lusty like Sie wanted, she couldn't respect herself.

Antiman realizing that the sarcasim wasn't really directed at hir walks over to stand next to Virginia and shrugs, "It may not be entirly Hir. Sie made use of the nanites, but the nanites were still made by fallible people." Sie cocks hir head in thought, "Is it really mind control though? Isn't it just simply a removal of inhibitions and shame?"